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This now page holds short unprocessed entries from the conscious journey, personal happenings, and unfinished thoughts that may, or may not, bloom beyond this space.

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• 06 Oct, 2026 Absence of Conscious Guidance

  We are born into the simulation, but due to the absence of conscious guidance, we fall asleep in the Matrix: trapped within the illusion.

• 05 Oct, 2026 inner peace a side effect

  Attaining inner peace is mearly a side effect of spirituality.

  It's true purpose is to liberate us from the matrix.

  What I'm seeing is this:

  The most important thing for us to know, and to pursue, is that 'simulation reality' is the door to exit the matrix.

• 04 Oct, 2026 Reality fascination

  I've said it before:

  I'm so fascinated
  by reality.

  I make discoveries on a daily basis about my being and highest self

  and are now able to peice together various visions I've had throughout my entire life, to clearly see a multi-life storyline taking shape.

  If I didn't have a conscious wife to share, and explore deeper with, I would've dismissed much of it.

• 03 Oct, 2026 Matrix. Simulation.

  So, there's a distinction between the Matrix and simulated reality, where the former holds the latter, and where one is a prison and the other offers freedom. 🤔

• 03 Oct, 2026 Fractured Spirituality

  Spirituality has become so fractured that there are too many definitions of the same thing,

  yet none are completely true.

  And what should have been easy to obtain by going within turned out hard to pursue.

  Why?

  I don't think it's that the necessary work isn't being done, but that the way of transcension within has been lost.

• 02 Oct, 2026 inactions

  The actions and inactions of the masses have a large-scale impact on consciousness

  something we all feel in some way

  but

  desensitized as we are

  it is normalized and overlooked.

  If we instead question ourselves before and after an action

  even if it doesn't change the outcome

  we initiate a conscious process of awareness:

  the cornerstone of awakening and a step toward mindful living.

• 01 Oct, 2026 unhindered access

  My intention during an Ayahuasca retreat in 2017 was to have unhindered access to the subconscious. I was shown a structure, a dodecahedron, that I now recognize, years later, as the matrix.

• 30 Sep, 2026 no sense

  Through conscious evolution, I learn about my existence, what reality is: as it is, and how things are connected.

  But whenever I think I understand how it all fits together, moments of when absolutely nothing makes sense are presented, as if to say:

  Don't hold on to this.

  For some time, only confusion remains.

• 29 Sep, 2026 blog structure

  With close to 100 posts, I figured it was time to give the blog structure. So I'm categorizing, tagging, linking, and moving things around. Hopefully, the site will be user-friendly and a tad more attractive, inviting deeper dives and conscious growth 😊